Anniversary
I've started 20 blog posts in the past few months. I've got a backlog of them: from Steven's new leg, to soccer videos, to wedding pictures and thoughts on that, to a picture of Steven taller than me, and even some thoughts on being five years out from Steven's diagnosis and surgery. I feel like bragging about the many great things Steven is doing, and showing off his successes from my little blog. I've had thoughts on my father-in-law's passing and the grief my kids seem destined to know from a young age. My heart is really so full, I'm sorry I've been so silent. There is so much good going on in our lives, we truly have so much to be grateful for. But I will post today because it has been a year since Alisa passed away. So much has happened in that time, it feels so unreal that it has only been a year, and yet it feels like a lifetime for how much I've missed her. I have had so many moments where the only thing that feels right is to call he...